“Dear Artists, Think Twice Before Purging Your Work” – A Cautionary Tale

Wishing a Happy New Year and all the best in 2016 to all!  (This is a long post, so I hope you make it to the end, especially if you’re thinking of purging any of your art in preparation for the new year!) 

The lamp on my drawing table inspired me to paint this first painting of the year, “A Light For 2016”.  (I have three easels for my pastel paintings and large drawings.  My drawing table is where my laptop lives, along with sketchbooks, note pads and various pens. Thus the funky lamp on my drawing table.)

"A Light for 2016"_soft pastels on Pastel Premier Italian Clay pastel paper_9"x12"_Lorraine Young

“A Light for 2016″_soft pastels on Pastel Premier Italian Clay pastel paper_9″x12″_Lorraine Young

It’s the time of year for making resolutions, setting goals, and reassuring ourselves that the New Year is going to be better than the last (especially if last year sucked). I’m normally a fairly optimistic person (when I’m not being pragmatic or even cynical), so I’ll go along with the idea that 2016 will be better than 2015 (although 2015 didn’t suck at all).  I have at least one good reason for that optimism:  I learned a tough lesson last year, sort of a cross between the old carpenter’s adage “Measure twice, cut once,” and the classic “Don’t burn your bridges behind you.”   The lesson I learned is twofold: Think twice and get a second opinion before you purge your art.”

I’ve been following artist Robert Genn’s blog (The Painter’s Keys) for many years now (sadly, he passed away last year), and his long-forgotten article about purging – literally burning in a bonfire – bad or inferior work rose to the surface of my mind last July. It made sense to me, so I decided to get the “crappy” paintings, “second-rate” sketches and other “poor-quality” works off my studio walls, out of corners and drawers, and literally burn them. I would be ruthless but pragmatic, and keep the good stuff while purging the bad.

The problem is that I didn’t re-read the article first, and I was alone when I decided to do the purge. With no one else nearby to urge caution or voice consideration that some of my choices might not be valid, I went on a crusade.  I was on a mission, filled with a zeal bordering on the ecstatic!  I went through every piece of art that hadn’t already been framed, slipped the “keepers” into protective packaging, and literally tossed the rest into the fire I’d made in the fireplace.  It felt great! I had removed all the evidence of my mediocracy! Only my best work survived! Now I could truly move forward!  There’s a word I like to use when I’ve done something that seemed like a good idea at the time but wasn’t actually very well thought out:

EEJIT.

As it turns out, I actually had more reasons NOT to purge than I did TO purge – at least, in the manner I chose.

First, I’d forgotten one of the reasons I kept many of those early works in the first place: To remind myself what it’s like to be a beginner and to see how practice and determination to improve make a difference.  Believing early or inferior work is good might be delusional,  but destroying those earlier attempts and failures was a denial of my journey as an artist, including the fact that the journey had a beginning, and that it is ongoing.  There will always be second-rate sketches and failed paintings – that’s how we learn and grow.  Destroying them is like trying to hide them and pretend they never happened.

Second, some of the works I destroyed (second-rate or not) had a special emotional connection for me.  There were drawings of family members (some have died, others have moved far away); paintings and sketches of places, of memories shared with a loved one that I would look at (pinned to my studio wall), smile and think: “That drawing isn’t very good, but I remember that time, that person, that place, and the drawing reminds me of that wonderful and special moment.”  I forgot that it isn’t always the technique that matters, it’s the emotional connection.  It’s not like they were for sale. They were a special part of my life.

Third, at least one of those paintings was destroyed by accident, and I didn’t find out until months later when someone asked about buying it after seeing it here on my art-blog site. It was one I liked personally;  the composition, palette and values were good, and I had no reason to think it was second-rate.  A detailed search and complete re-organisation of my studio hasn’t produced that painting.  I have no doubt now that it went into the fireplace by mistake.  (I keep excellent records of my sales, and it’s not there.)  A companion piece to it, of the same scene but with a different composition and a bolder palette and technique, survived the purge, although it wasn’t my favourite of the pair.

Fourth, working with soft/dry pastels, almost exclusively on sanded pastel papers, means that the pigment can be brushed, scrubbed or even washed off the used paper and a new painting can be applied over it.  I burned some pretty expensive, acid-free, archival paper because I forgot that it was reusable.

Fifth, deciding which of my works to purge, without the benefit of a trusted and valued second opinion, left me entirely at the whim of my own imperfect and not-exactly-objective mind.  Painting might be a solitary act, but art-purging really needs a trusted and insightful second opinion (but not your mum, best friend or significant other – unless they actually know something about art.)

Thank you for making it to the end!  Have a great 2016! 

P.S. As an aside, I felt so bad about destroying one of my paintings by mistake that I decided to do another, completely different interpretation of the same scene.  Here it is, a landscape painted in levels of full colour, greyscale, and monotone.

"Mill Creek at Jackie Parker Park"_Lorraine Young_ soft pastels on Pastel Premier sanded pastel paper 9" x 12" $150 unframed

“Mill Creek at Jackie Parker Park”_Lorraine Young_ soft pastels on Pastel Premier sanded pastel paper 9″ x 12” $150 unframed

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Pastel Artists of Canada Online Juried Exhibibion

I am pleased to announce, first, that two of my paintings have been accepted into the 3rd Online Juried Exhibition of the Pastel Artists of Canada; and second, that one of them (La Jeune Boheme en Vert) has won an award and Honorable Mention in the competition.

I am just ecstatic about it!  Here is an excerpt from the notification I received from Kathy Hildebrandt of PAC, including commentary by juror Dianna Ponting:

“Congratulations! On behalf of Pastel Artists.CA it is my pleasure to inform you that you have received an award in the PAC 3rd Online Members Juried Exhibition.  Dianna Ponting honored your painting  “Le Jeune Boheme en Vert”  with an Honorable Mention.

Dianna also had the following to say about your painting:

‘The gestalt of this painting is what immediately struck me.  From technique to subject matter, all of the elements work but the whole is much more than the sum of its parts. A very sassy painting.’

Here are the two paintings:

La Jeune Boheme en Vert_Lorraine Young_9" x 12" soft pastels on sanded pastel paper NFS

La Jeune Boheme en Vert_Lorraine Young_9″ x 12″ soft pastels on sanded pastel paper NFS  (Awarded Honourable Mention, PAC 3rd Online Juried Exhibition)

 

SOLD Bridge of Dreams_11" x 15"_Lorraine Young_soft pastels on Premier Pastel sanded pastel paper

SOLD Bridge of Dreams_11″ x 15″_Lorraine Young_soft pastels on Premier Pastel sanded pastel paper (Accepted to PAC 3rd Online Juried Exhibition)

 

Thank you so much!

Please click on the links in the text above to view the entire exhibition and find out more about the Pastel Artists of Canada.

 

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Van Gogh Comes to Edmonton!

I’ve been neglecting my art blog! My excuses are legion, but I’ll just say no excuses are good enough, and apologise:  I am sorry.   And on to the good stuff!

We attended the Van Gogh exhibit last week, featuring nine exquisite reproductions of the Great One’s paintings, and it was an event worth seeing again.  So we will!   I can hardly believe they’re only charging $5 to view these works.  A collaboration between the Van Gogh Museum and Fujifilm Europe, a technology called “reliefography” was used to carefully scan the paintings and then reproduce them in 3D with every brushstroke, crack and bit of exposed canvas faithfully recreated.  The effect is amazing.  The best part, aside from being able to see these works in person, is being able to go right up to them and even touch them!  What an experience.  The show is here until November 15, when it will travel to Vancouver.  These are the only Canadian showings and absolutely worth seeing.

Tip:  Go in the early evening, say between 5:00 and 6:30 to avoid the crowds.  The viewing spaces are quite small, and two to four people at a time is optimal.   Here are a few photos I took.  I got some great detail shots too where you can see that the texture of the paintings is just amazing.

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 1

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 1

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 1

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 1

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Details of the paintings. I just love the impasto, and what a tactile pleasure to actually touch each brushstroke!  CLICK ON THE IMAGES TO SEE THE JUICY TEXTURES!

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 DETAILS

Van Gogh exhibit Southgate Oct 2015 DETAILS

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Tomorrow, I’ll to post about this past weekend’s exhibit/event “Art From the Unknown 2015”.  I was honoured and am thankful to have been able to participate this year (plus, I sold 3 paintings!)  More on that tomorrow!

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“Bridge of Dreams”, a pastel painting

I’ve been having tons of fun working on more pastel paintings based on past walks through Mill Creek Ravine.   Especially this one, where I took some playful risks with colour and I think it turned out great!   Here is “Bridge of Dreams”:

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 SOLD Bridge of Dreams_11″ x 15″_Lorraine Young_soft pastels on Premier Pastel sanded pastel paper

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“Bagshot Row, Mill Creek Ravine”, a pastel painting

"Bagshot Row, Mill Creek Ravine"  soft pastels on sanded pastel paper, 5" x 7"  Lorraine Young  $50 unframed

“Bagshot Row, Mill Creek Ravine” soft pastels on sanded pastel paper, 5″ x 7″ Lorraine Young $50 unframed

Edmonton has the most extensive river valley urban park and trail system in North America, and Mill Creek Ravine is part of that system.  (For a great in-depth article on the history of the Mill Creek Ravine, look here.)

I call this painting “Bagshot Row, Mill Creek Ravine”  because this stretch of the trail, to the north of Whyte Avenue, reminds me of Bagshot Row in J.R.R. Tolkien’s classic novels The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings.  This spot feels magical to me, and I like to imagine that “once upon a time”, Hobbits might have lived here, before the arrival of the Big People.

Over the past 40 -plus years, I’ve enjoyed many of the parks and walked many of the trails but my favourite is and probably always will be Mill Creek.  I remember hiking down to the east side of the creek from my dorm room in the residence of what was then (1973) College Universitaire St-Jean (newly added to the University of Alberta and later to become Faculte St-Jean).  The ravine was raw back then, undeveloped – except for the swimming pool just to the south – with only a handful of dirt paths beaten down in the brush along the creek.

Today of course it’s much more user-friendly, but for all the paved paths and signposts, there are parts of the trails where you would never know you’re in the middle of the city.  With a bit of imagination, it feels like being transported back in time, or into another world altogether.

 

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